ARE YOU READY???

I  was reading notes about nursing stuff in preparation for an exam in one of the hospitals here in Davao. I was thinking I can maybe recall some of the topics we had discussed before..bahala na! I'm expecting na may psychological test,yun naman parati pero naexcite ako sa isang yun..iba lng! Then when I got there,the proctor said,there's a Religion exam...In my mind, I was like OMG!!!!! hahaha hmmm... im from a catholic school sa mga sagot ko dun tsk3 sa mga profs ko..so SORRY!sobrang nakalimutan ko na ang mga sagot sa mga tanong na yun,way back in college..memorize ko pa yun! <pinagtatanggol tlaga ang sarili! :)))> Namental block talaga ako parang kelan lng alam ko yun! hahahaha hahaha Though im not a catholic haaay buti may naisagot ako..hehehe <excuses???> But if I think of it GOODNESS...twas so easy! Kahit nakapikit you can really answer those questions...I should have memorize it by heart! haaay..kakaloka! nakakawindang ang mga sagot ko dun..out of this world heheheparang nagbayad lang ako nang ISANG DAAN sa sinehan para sa isang nakakatawang KAranasan! Twas FUN indeed! but its also a WAKE-UP CALL...I maybe know a lot of things here on earth but its sad to realize i knew little things about GOD or HEAVEN :( Kung magma-madre ako..naku for sure bagsak ako talaga...At kung entrance exam yun papuntang langit,wawa namn ako maiiwan dito sa lupa...:)) Kung ikaw ako??? MAsasagot mo ba ang mga tanong na eto....
    what are the 7 sacraments?different feast of Mary?pag dec,aug. & january?sacrament before becoming a priest? the diff. season/celebration?Vicar of Christ?4 gospels in the new testament?1st 5 books of the old   testament?when to call a priest & when to do baptism & how?(hospital setting)--->dito nagunaw ang mundo ko hahaha wala lang,idea ko yun!walang basagan ng trip..di ko na rin ikukwento :D

      If you're going to take the exam,masasagot mo ba?oh,I'm sure perfect ka!haahaha and what if GOD will be the Interviewer??ARE YOU READY??? if not be ready and read your bible :)

Blessings ",)

Life wasn't really easy especially without my mom around. It's hard! very hard...up until now I'm still hurting but I’m tired of crying anymore. I don’t wanna think of it so much coz I don’t want to recall the pain and how much it hurts. I never thought I would pass the exam coz I lose focused during the review. And one week before the exam, I cried every day. The pain is unbearable that I wanted to die during that time. I'm just thankful that my friends are there to comfort me.  I'm thankful to my family & friends who’s been always there for me. They were there to understand and support me. Thank you so much. Your advices and kind words was my strength to still go on and never gave up.  Passing the board exam was such a great blessing. It has been my light that leads me out of my darkest moment. I’ve kept myself busy and it helped me forget my problems for awhile. Moving on isn't really easy. It's always easy to say but I’m still in the process of letting go, forgiving and forgetting. I have to be brave to face all the struggles, pain and trials that may come along. I have survived the past few months; I believe that I can go on for another months then years... It'll be difficult but with God's guidance I know I can make it.

In life we have to stumble and fall so we can learn how to get up. We need to be strong, determined and love every minute of our lives. So many people walk around with meaningless life, they seemed half-asleep when they’re busy doing things that they think are important. We shouldn’t waste every single minute chasing the wrong things instead we should find something that gives us purpose and meaning. Life is really difficult, it is extremely disrupting. There are lots of problems and lots of bizarre things. Life was never that easy. Every day we face loads of problems in our workplace, home and relationships. There are times when we almost wanted to give up. But we always have to remind ourselves that we are never given problems that we can’t handle. Problems, trials, hardships in life, it builds something inside us. It keeps us strong, it gives purpose to life. During the most trying times of our lives, at this moment we knew ourselves better. We begin to realize a lot of things, we start to discover the hidden strength that we have and the talents that long been hidden. We will never realize how strong we are until trials appear, we will know what happiness meant until we’ve cried a lot and we will never appreciate success if we never worked so hard. Sometimes we fail to appreciate the little things we have in our lives because we’re very busy looking for something else. We are never contented of what we have, because we are always searching for more. Big things are never complete without the smaller ones. Learn to appreciate every little thing you have because you’ll never be complete without it. We may never understand the things that are happening to us right now, but later we will understand and everything will be made clear. Everything always happens for a reason. In God’s time, we are going to understand why things happen the way they do. In every step we take and every decision made, there will always be a reason behind. Mistakes and regrets are normal part of life. Mistakes make who we are. If we didn’t commit any mistake, we will never able to learn what we had to learn. Avoid the trap of looking back unless it is to recall a lesson learned or to glory what we had accomplished. There’s no use looking back because we can never undo the past. We should live for NOW and for the future. We should bear in mind the lessons learned from our mistakes to avoid repeating it over and over again. A mistake done twice is already a choice, right? Our lives are shaped by every obstacle that comes our way.

Here's a song that would remind us that there is a GOD,who loves us unconditionally... :)

Fallin Inlove with my Best Bud

Falling for a friend is one of the most usual love story of every mankind and even the most complicated one 'coz being with your friend is having the best partner in life but sometimes, friends are just meant to be friends :c did I ever fall for a friend?oh my!A couple of times already,most of the time..unrequited...or i dont wanna lose the friendship! I just love them damn too much that I hate to lose them. There comes a point that I'd shun away from that person for me to move on completely, to forget the feeling but definitely NOT forgetting the person. sometimes we need to stay away for the things/persons/places that keep hurting us so when we're finally healed, we can say "Im OK" with a genuine smile!
MY LAST HEARTBREAK....was falling inlove with a friend. i was so happy,so inlove that i was blinded of the things that i should be aware of at the very beginning. My only concern for that moment is that my affection for him was somehow reciprocated. I felt like a princess that have found his prince. I was happy then..till Ive found out that there was another woman. I was dumbfounded and pain stricken my whole being. I had cry my eyes out that night..till this day....

Patience is the best remedy for every trouble...

    Another day, another journey, another memories to make, another adventure, another people to meet. Facing the unknown, looking forward for a better future....
    I'm so jobless<and loveless daw..hahahaha> and I dont know where to go. For a year, nasanay akong always on the go,lageng busy <kuno>. My job is something that I always look forward to every waking hour of my life.,twas something that keeps me going,making me forget all my problems for awhile. But now that its gone<since Ive resigned>---no choice,di job hunting ulit!!First Destination---GENSAN.

    After a decade,my best friend Sheila(whom Ive known since nursery)were reunited. Twas fun seeing her again after a long time. We've spend so much time talking, catching up for the lost times that we haven't seen each other. And I was about to leave Gensan, when something caught my attention. I saw a large sign on a bulletin board that says, "URGENT HIRING"..to make the story short, I followed the instructions written and hoping that it'll be the job of my life. Im very much desperate to have a job as soon as possible. Kahit naman siguro si Juan dela Cruz na naghahanap ng trabaho ay maeengganyo...To my dismay,it wasnt the job I've expected. Tama nga sila maraming namamatay sa maling akala! I went home,tired thirsty and frustrated with my bestfriends,Sheila & Eden(who was very much worried of me,kasi kala nya naligaw na aq..naka 21 miscalls & 7 txtmsgs lng nman :p ) That moment parang gusto kong isiping ang malas ko naman, pati ba naman dito sa Gensan abot pa rin :c. I was sitting on the floor of Edens boarding house and thinking,whats next? Ano pang susunod na mangyayari sa susunod kong paglalakbay?suswertehin o mamalasin ba ulit ako? Pero sa pangyayaring yun,mayron akong natutunan. :)
      May mamang nagsabi,"you can always run but you can never hide"..tama nga naman sya..sapol ako dun ah!erset lng..tsk! May tinatakbuhan nga ba talaga ako? ewan q,siguro?parang...hahaha hindi ko na alam...wedeng tama sya,wede ring hindi. Alam ko kahit san ako magpunta,san man ako mapadpad, hinding-hindi ko rin matatakasan ang lahat ng tao/bagay na gusto kong mawala sa isip ko,kasi kahit san mang lupalop ng mundo ako dalhin ng Dalawang paa at Bag ko..kasama ko pa rin ang mga yun sa lahat ng oras ng buhay ko. Someone told me,napaka-hyper ko daw,di ako marunong maghintay,nagmamadali sa mga bagay-bagay..na sa pagmamadali nagiging reckless. I was very much emotional that time when he was saying that,pero napaisip ako. Uo,siguro..tama xa! Ganun talaga ako eh,masyado akong nagmamadali sa mga bagay-bagay,na kapag may naumpisahan akong project dapat matapos ko agad para wala na akong puproblemahin pa...na kapag may problema ako,gagawa ako ng paraan para masolve yun,na sa kagustuhan kong maayos minsan mas nagugulo ko pa...pagsisihan ko man,alam ko huli na...
      There was a time during my college years,duty ko sa hospital ng may nabasag akong jar at kelangan kong palitan yun as soon as possible!Malayo na ang inabot ko,saan-saan na rin ako nakapunta,suot-suot ko pa ang puti kong uniporme..para akong multong gala...I was frustrated and tired and I almost gave up. Then a friend came and helped me, she had found the jar similar to the one ive been broken. Narealize ko nun na, i have to be patient coz at the end of the day..makikita ko rin ang hinahanap ko..na kailangan kong maghintay at magtiis.maybe God is telling me to be patient, to take things slowly, that I should sit back and relax even for just a minute. Kasi minsan sa  sobrang pagmamadali kadalasan nadadapa tayo.
       My trip in Gensan,wasn't that bad after all. It makes me realize some mistakes I had in the past. Its something I will keep not only in my mind but also in my heart. After  all ,patience is always a virtue. :)
I trust in You,O Lord. I say,"You are my God,my time are in Your hands" Psalms 31:14-15 God has a will for us,wether we follow it or not. When we get ahead of God and try to force things the consequences are often tragic. Ive learned that I should wait for God and shut up! Sometimes, I ask myself, whats happening in my life right now? I don't seem to understand it anymore,but a verse in the bible says, "You dont know what I am doing but later you will understand" John 13:7. Someday I will...coz I believe that things happen for a reason,that there's a purpose behind every story of our lives..:)