Life wasn't really easy especially without my mom around. It's hard! very hard...up until now I'm still hurting but I’m tired of crying anymore. I don’t wanna think of it so much coz I don’t want to recall the pain and how much it hurts. I never thought I would pass the exam coz I lose focused during the review. And one week before the exam, I cried every day. The pain is unbearable that I wanted to die during that time. I'm just thankful that my friends are there to comfort me. I'm thankful to my family & friends who’s been always there for me. They were there to understand and support me. Thank you so much. Your advices and kind words was my strength to still go on and never gave up. Passing the board exam was such a great blessing. It has been my light that leads me out of my darkest moment. I’ve kept myself busy and it helped me forget my problems for awhile. Moving on isn't really easy. It's always easy to say but I’m still in the process of letting go, forgiving and forgetting. I have to be brave to face all the struggles, pain and trials that may come along. I have survived the past few months; I believe that I can go on for another months then years... It'll be difficult but with God's guidance I know I can make it.
In life we have to stumble and fall so we can learn how to get up. We need to be strong, determined and love every minute of our lives. So many people walk around with meaningless life, they seemed half-asleep when they’re busy doing things that they think are important. We shouldn’t waste every single minute chasing the wrong things instead we should find something that gives us purpose and meaning. Life is really difficult, it is extremely disrupting. There are lots of problems and lots of bizarre things. Life was never that easy. Every day we face loads of problems in our workplace, home and relationships. There are times when we almost wanted to give up. But we always have to remind ourselves that we are never given problems that we can’t handle. Problems, trials, hardships in life, it builds something inside us. It keeps us strong, it gives purpose to life. During the most trying times of our lives, at this moment we knew ourselves better. We begin to realize a lot of things, we start to discover the hidden strength that we have and the talents that long been hidden. We will never realize how strong we are until trials appear, we will know what happiness meant until we’ve cried a lot and we will never appreciate success if we never worked so hard. Sometimes we fail to appreciate the little things we have in our lives because we’re very busy looking for something else. We are never contented of what we have, because we are always searching for more. Big things are never complete without the smaller ones. Learn to appreciate every little thing you have because you’ll never be complete without it. We may never understand the things that are happening to us right now, but later we will understand and everything will be made clear. Everything always happens for a reason. In God’s time, we are going to understand why things happen the way they do. In every step we take and every decision made, there will always be a reason behind. Mistakes and regrets are normal part of life. Mistakes make who we are. If we didn’t commit any mistake, we will never able to learn what we had to learn. Avoid the trap of looking back unless it is to recall a lesson learned or to glory what we had accomplished. There’s no use looking back because we can never undo the past. We should live for NOW and for the future. We should bear in mind the lessons learned from our mistakes to avoid repeating it over and over again. A mistake done twice is already a choice, right? Our lives are shaped by every obstacle that comes our way.
Here's a song that would remind us that there is a GOD,who loves us unconditionally... :)
